Long time

Okay so its been a long time since i lasted posted. Two years ago... Yes i said it two years. I have grown a lot since then. Lilly is now three years old and i am looking forward to following my dreams. Sometimes you put your dreams on hold for whatever lame reason or good reason or well any reason for that matter. Mine was a stupid and silly and childish reason. You shouldn't ever let any one or anything run your life. I just want to follow my dreams and i don't care what anyone thinks about it. Well maybe i am lying. I kind of do care what some people think. I am not really saying out loud right now what my dream is. But believe me its going to happen and nothing will stand in my way. I know that sometimes i go fourth to start something and i do not finish it. But this time its going to happen because i am mentally prepared for it. I am just sick of people thinking i am stupid and cant do anything. I am very smart and i can do whatever i set my mind too. I have so much to do and want to do before i die. I am really just sick of people doubting me. I am sick of people walking all over me too. Its time for me to take a chance. So every day now i will try and write an update on how i am doing with my weight loss and my goals. So stay tuned...